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16.09.2006 - Saturday - 04:18 - Teardrop
 

Taller than me. At least 2 centimeters.

Blonde with light eyes. Powerful like a man. With a defect in pronouncing the "r" sound. The kind that I like. Beautiful as Hell.

She's treating me since some time. Laughing, interrupting when I'm talking... well... demonstrating superiority in a ton of ways.

First pushed me throwing half of my beer on the floor. Then, when I told that I don't want to beat her, treated me as a sort of friend. Sit down with me in the entrance of a shop to hide from the rain and smoked a couple of cigarettes.

Spoke a lot of things that in certain moments looked random.

I am, but I'm not, people are superficial, I need something to do... I need help, but I don't, I have to build up a family with someone that hates me, don't even dare to think about touchin' me.

Then she cried.

That moment was at the same time extremely beautiful and senseless. The teardrops of such a girl can probably make me climb mountains and certainly make my heart run a little bit faster.

"Please drop one in my beer so I can drink it"

On the other side climbing a mountain for someone that would throw you down when you reach the top can be a bit counter-productive :D

"Wait... you're stronger than me... why the hell are you cryin' now ?"

Also, it is not the first time. No effective influence on the real world: nothing is changed. Random.

Well... an emotion anyway. Aren't (such) emotions one of the reasons for living ? :)

I'd better go back to my studies now. Cya!

Teardrop's Drop - sequential



18.08.2006 - Friday - 03:45 - Diary

Yesterday night, in the Palio mess, I've lost my cellphone :/

The worse thing is not the phone itself but the contact list. If you don't hear anything from me for some time it is probably because I've lost your number and have no way finding it out again. Please give me a call, send an sms or drop me a mail.

Anyway, declared the loss to the local police, disabled the old card and got a new nokia 6630 along with a new card assigned to the old number. It took the whole evening...

Bleah :///////



14.08.2006 - Monday - 17:58 - What else is here ?


It was me on that road 
But you couldn't see me 
Too many lights on, but nowhere near here 

 
It was me on that road 
Still you couldn't see me 
And then flashlights and explosions 


Roads and getting nearer 
We cover distance but not together 
I am the storm and I am the wonder 
And the flashlights, nightmares 
And sudden explosions 


I don't know what more to ask for 
I was given just one wish 


It's about you and the sun 
A morning run 
The story of my maker 
What I have and what I ache for 


I've got a golden ear 
I cut and I spear 
And what else is there 
Roads and getting nearer 
We cover distance still not together 


If I am the storm if I am the wonder 
Will I have flashlights, nightmares 
And sudden explosions 


There's no room that I can go and 
You've got secrets too 


I don't know what more to ask for 
I was given just one wish


Blown Glass - boss019



14.08.2006 - Monday - 03:08 - Diary

Christopher and Napo comed to visit me today (or better, yesterday, at this point). A nice encounter after several months, even years for Napo :)

Did some works on KVIrc. A lot of documentation must be fixed asap. Will continue in my spare time.

Finally found time to update my linux box. The Atlantis 56K modem did a heroic job by downloading more than 800 MB of (source) packages in few days. The emerge tool also did a great work by compiling more than 250 packages and failing effectively only a couple of times. That's a 99% success rate. The whole process required a single reboot (to bootstrap the new kernie). The ati-drivers made me go mad for a while but finally got them to compile and run properly. The 3d acceleration has still some problems: the driver claims that everything is ok but glxgears runs at 180 fps only. It might be related to the OpenGL libs; will take a deeper look at it later. Etherea is now running a new shiny 2.6.17 kernie, KDE 3.5.2, X.org 7.0 and the unmasked Ati FireGL driver 8.27.10. The system clock is still broken.

Linux etherea 2.6.17-gentoo-r4 #7 Sat Aug 12 06:02:21 CEST 2006
x86_64 AMD Athlon(tm) 64 Processor 3500+ GNU/Linux

Again the palio. Not as welcome as the july's one. Also the Mojitos aren't that good anymore :/

Playing my guitar a lot in these days. Got a PODxt Live from Line6: it sounds nice and offers a really impressive amount of combination possibilities: it will take a while to discover all of them. Fixed and cleaned up both the RG and the JEM Ibanez axes. After a short (and cheap) visit to the luthier at Emporio Musicale Senese the RG started to sound really nice too.

The image below is based on "The photographer" by Aslik. Unfortunately couldn't find his portfolio or homepage to link it here. The image was posted on deviantart tough: dig around.







02.08.2006 - Wendesday - 20:38 - Day Eleven


[Me] Friday night, I had a few
There she was, out of the blue
Thunderstruck, nailed to the floor
I couldn't move, couldn't talk...anymore


[Love] Of all these guys it's you she desires
Secretly her heart is on fire
Waiting for you to ask her to dance
Go ahead, make your move...now's your chance


[Passion] Do it right, do it right,
we ain't got all night
Do it now, do it now,
I think you know how


[Pride] Let it out, let it out,
now don't mess about
Let her in, let her in,
let the party begin!


[Me] There I was, nervous and shy
Struck with awe as I caught her eye
I mustered up courage and walked her way
Figuring out what to do...what to say


[Love] Her heart sings as she
sees you come near
The music fades, the crowd disappears
She weeps in silence as you pass her by
And she's wondering why...oh why


[Passion] Do it right, do it right,
we ain't got all night
Do it now, do it now,
I think you know how


[Pride] Let it out, let it out,
now don't mess about
Let her in, let her in,
let the party begin!


[Agony] Remember your father,
well you're just like him
Nothing but violence and fury within
Remember your mother, so lonely and sad
This will be her fate
if you treat her as bad


[Fear] You're afraid she might turn you down
All your hopes dashed to the ground
Nobody loved you, nobody will
Why should you even try...but still...


[Me] Friday night, I had a few
[Wife] There was no need to talk
[Me] There she was, out of the blue
[Wife] We just started to walk
[Me] Hand in hand, we took the floor
[Wife] And we danced, and we danced
[Me] I could move, I could talk
[Wife] ... and we danced
[Me] ... even more


[Passion] Do it right, do it right,
we ain't got all night
Do it now, do it now,
I think you know how


[Pride] Let it out, let it out,
now don't mess about
Let her in, let her in,
let the party begin!


[Agony] Remember your father,
well you're just like him
Nothing but violence and fury within
Remember your mother, so lonely and sad
This will be her fate
if you treat her as bad


[Passion] Do it right, do it right,
we ain't got all night
Do it now, do it now,
I think you know how


[Pride] Let it out, let it out,
now don't mess about
Let her in, let her in, 
let the party begin!


The lyrics are from the song "Day Eleven: Love" by Ayreon.
The image on the right contains parts of "Eve" by Vic Mon.



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